hello again. i wanted to write about somthing that even i can't really understand myself, and i'm hoping that maybe someone could help me out with this!!
my uncle larry just passed away on the 16th of this month, this past weekend i was at his wake, and funeral. I cried ohh my god did i cry, but now i'm pissed off!! he was 43yrs old. and he drank a lot! well the doctor told him if he didn't stop that he could die. I'm sure he thought what so many of us do; "it's not going to happen to me." well he learned that it did happen to him, and it made me think that really never say never is really true!! in the past year i've been to 4 funerals. one for drug overdose, one for failed heart, and two for heart attack. three of these were my uncles, and the drug overdose was my friend! i'm pissed off because my uncle larry had the chance to stop this, and to live to be 60 at least, but instead he kept going!! not thinking about who he's hurting! he had 29 nieces and nephews, and 8 sisters, and brothers, two kids, and a mother and father and lots of friends. everyone whom he left behind, because the bottle of alcohol was way more important obviously! if not then he would still be here, and that pisses me off!!

my Roxy, where do I begin? She's way too cute! Everything about her is cute! Except she eats shoes!! (chews on them.) my shoes! and my boyfriend would disagree, he'd say the thing about her that he doesn't like is her ears! I think they are fine the way they are, but not him!! he's so picky, and he looks at every small detail. He almost didn't let me have her because of her ears! i begged!! well it seems that whomever cut her ears, they did a really lousy job doing so! it looks like they just folded them over and cut them with a paor of scissors!! that sucks for my boyfriend, but as for me i think that they are fine just the way they are!!! but he's seriously going to die about this!! well he left me $ to make an appointment to get them redone, but i haven't called yet, and I think that it's too late already. she's three almost 4 months old!! but what do i know??? maybe someone else does, so if you do can you please tell me what to do???

hello, i'm amanda and this is my area for everyone to hear what i have to say about anything!!

I have a boyfriend, Victor (26) he has three kids (twins, then another little one) Victor (7), Austin (7), and Ethan (3) then we also have a cat, Mr. Bigsby (1 and 1/2), a crocodile (?), and then there's my little baby Roxy (3 months). Plus my boyfriend's nasty brother lives with us (we don't get along). Him and his 4 cats! they are as nasty as him!! anyways!!

I just wanted you all to get to know a little about me, and yeah so hope to make new friends, and hope to be helpful whenever i can!!