
i'm pissed today! what a surprise??!! but no really Ray gave sarah $200.00 for christmas shopping (that she already did) and he keeps telling me he's broke! it makes me soo pissed! i have to eat dinner with him and listen to him ramble on about absoulutly nothing and i get nothing! and sarah should be MORE considerate! i've been stuck in my house for the last two weeks becausei'm so broke, and i didn't do any xmas shopping yet and I owe everybody $$ and that little bitch is shopping!!??? CUNT!!! please forgive my anger! haha NOT i'm pissed and don't really care what anyone thinks!! if you didn't want to read then you shouldn't have!!!
yeah well idk what is wrong with me! i just keep crying for NO reason! like yesterday! i asked victor a ? and because he didn't answer me right away i started crying! or we were watching this movie and he was like that's the kinda girl i'm going to marry and i started crying again! then yeah that happened like 5 times last night! i hate xmas and i hate winter and i hate everything!!!!!!!
i just want to die somtimes and it does get that bad!