yah well today is friday!! i'm having a GIRL!!!!! it's soo exciting! i've been shopping ever since tuesday! i love baby clothes especially girl's clothes!!! now i'm waitng for a little bit to go shopping again! well at like 4:30pm!!! i can't wait till then!! i can't wait till the baby comes!! i'm very excited!! victor is really happy now! he wants her to come so he can call her daddy's little princess and so she can call him daddy for the rest of her life!!! gosh i can't wait to see her to see what she looks like and to hear how she sounds! it's going to be really great!!

wow i haven't wrote in a long time!!! wow a lot has changed!! well today i have doctor's! we'll get to that in a minute! i'm 21 now and still with victor!!!!
i'm also 4 & 1/2 months pregnant!!! today i get to find out if i'll be having a boy or a GIRL!! i cannot wait! this has been an emotional rollercoaster for me! one day i'm happy and the next i'm sad cause i'm fat! but you know if you have read my past blogs you'll be able to tell that i'm much happier than before!! it's weird how a baby can really change everything, and even before he/she is here. everytime i do somthing i think well how is this effecting my baby, where before i wouldn't care what it did to me!! well i'm not like that depressed anymore! i'm actually happy, and who knew that it would take having a child to be this way??!! idk but i'm happy! wuu hoo