i think something may be a little wrong! i had doctors yesterday, and i am 37 weeks pregnant, and i have doctors again next week and my doctor wants to have another ultrasound done, cause nataly is not measuring as she should be at this time! my doctor said it's nothing to be worried about that if she were really concerned that she would've done the ultrasound yesterday, but i think she may be sugar coating this! i wonder if she would do that? i hope everything is okay! she said to look at it as if we are just getting one more look at her before she comes! i'm worried! my whole pregnancy has been great, and i've been thinking that at the end something will go wrong! i hope not, but nothing is this perfect! not in my life!

hello, today is alright! i feel a little sick! but whatever i guess that's normal considering! i'm 36 weeks pregnant (9 months) how exciting! i got all the baby's stuff somewhat organized to the acceptance of the space provided! adrian moves out next weekend, so then i can wash everything, and then put it all away! in my daughter's room! how weird is that!? it sounds soo weird! this will be the MOST hardest and biggest challenge in my life, but i think i can handle it! if god didn't think i could he would have never let this happen! everything happens for a reason i was always told!
well schools going great! i'm almost done! just two weeks left, then on the 15th of october we start a whole semester! this one was just a mini course due to late registration! but everythings going great!
amanda

well today i had doctors and everything is good! the next time i go in is 2 weeks and i have to get an exam done! but it'll all be over soon! roxy is back home! thank god!! she's pregnant victor thinks, but i'm not so sure!! i hope not cause it'll probably not be by the dog of my choice, and i especially hope it's NOT gordo! he's so ugly, and stupid!
but i'm really happy she is home!
my babyshower was sunday! it wasn't as great as i thought. there were a lot of people that came and didn't get me anything, (it wouldn't bother me as much if they weren't the same people that were out saturday spending $ on alcohol) and most of the people i invited didn't even come. It really makes me mad, and even kinda depressed! But ohh well i don't think there's really anything i can do to make things better except to forget it and just not go to their kids crap, or to go and not bring anything! what's fair is fair! right? right!
well school is going great! i'm almost done with these two courses, and the next three courses start on oct. 16th so hopefully everything is great and I pass all my classes!
but i guess that's all for now!

well today i'm pissed. adrian let roxy go yesterday afternoon and now she's fucking gone! supposably he tried to find her but when i got home he pulled up ate and watched tv for the rest of the day with her still gone! i went to look for her and it was i guess already an hour and a half after she left. victor says that if she's not here by this weekend that adrian is leaving! this is bull shit! and then his stupid fucking dog is here, and i'm not joking this dog has not even one ounce of smartness in him! he is stupid, and he has to go in the bathroom at night because he pisses on everything, and all night all he does is bark! it's really fucking annoying! i hate that dog! he's fucking lucky he has that chip in him with the gps cause i would just let him go! but there would be no use because they'd find him right away! so for the last day i've been looking for Roxy, and she is no where to be found! I hope that someone has her and calls her in! i called and reported her missing, and they took her information, but just hopefully if someone has her they won't keep her! i got no sleep last night cause i thought i heard her barking and scratching the door, but when i would go look there was nothing there! i hate adrian and his stupid fucking dog! i want roxy back!
i'm 34 weeks pregnant right now! it's getting so fricking close! my baby shower is this sunday! hopefully someone brings my Roxy back though so nataly can have her doggie. and me too!
Amanda